Boldly Go...

Smokey trees fade in the distance.

Lovers quarrel for an instance.

Learn love, live life lessons, letting live.

Alive amidst aspiring awe, alluring.

Something special surrounds, stunningly shines.

True timeless trust thrusting trusting tides thenceforth.

To master self-control, tame fears or impulses to prove the stuff I'm made of. I boldly go... but a willful heart is part of my secret identity. My fortitude is seen by what I do, to sacrifice or to stand up for what I feel is right, including admitting when I'm wrong. When resolve is tested I draw on the courage of my true character from the more savage or humble virtues of my natural instincts to maintain objective by composure. This enables me to hold my tongue against bravado, repress claws at empty threats, and not turn tail in pride against passion when it's hard or inconvenient, but to persuade through since resistance is futile.

The greatest invention of mine is my attitude consisting of personality and character with a will to grow and the ability to overcome obstacles.

Create

I must create! It is my business to create. Create something! Something new, and it's you in the world. Then you know a little more about you than any body else does...

I create:
my own destiny,
an array of feelings,
exquisite foods,
art by design,
lovely friends,
hard work,
identifiable imprints,
ambitious To Do lists,
lasting impressions,
through imagination,
high hopes,
tire tracks,
vivid dreams,
wordy words,
music or random sounds,
a place to call home,
wonderful memories,
driven goals,
& a one of a kind life.

Thoughts

Swirling, twirling, these thought in my head
They won’t stop until I’m dead
Driving me crazy
And insane
Stretching across
All the dark planes
These thoughts
Are possessive and bad
Their voices
Driving me mad
Sitting alone
In my hell
Waiting for a soul
To tell
Swirling
Twirling
These thoughts
So well.

Live each day as if it is a memory in the making

Unbeatable, Undeniable, Inescapable feelings of emotion.
Running rampant, resounding, Never ending
Can't stop the pain - Can only make things better.
Create Happiness:
Set your mind to it! You can do it...
Love, Trust, Hope, Faith
Peace within be open.
Accomplish - Divulge - Desire
Deal day - to - day
Motivate, inspire, learn, dream
Be empowered and receptive
It all... Always in your head
Live & love life - Enjoy

Sweeping

Clang of a dustpan
Hit by a broom:
Dust dancing
In a stream of light

Anything is possible

Opportunity. Lay it on the line, take a chance, and look for signs of positive encouragement. I am open to new worlds and am actively patient in expanding my connection, increasing my standing, " but "if I can't get to the party, I will bring the party to me." I have a sense of responsibility, a readiness to believe and receive, transforming through creative resourcefulness.

I have a vested interest and am committed to sharing my vision, ideals, or game plan in order to make a connection. I am willing to step up because it takes two and I can't win if I don't play.

Anything is possible.

I am empowered by the passion of my own potential and transform through self-discipline.

I use to think I had it all figured out, then I grew up, became wiser of sorts. I made plans - Grand Plans - for myself and incorporated things as I saw fit. Not so sure of everything now. Trying to learn even better myself & those around me. I became proud and realized every now & then it's good to diminish your pride. Be humble. That way you cannot hide. Hide from yourself, fears, and what's really going on - Realize and recognize many apects of truth. I strive to help others and be a good person becoming better. I want to do good and stay true! Practicing kindness and patience is natural to me for the most part, now being totally honest in every aspect of the sense seems most important. So I will, I aspire to do more. I deticate my time, energy, devotion, and passion into someone and something. Carry on with lifes endevors and expand my mind as well as my being broadning the inner self with discoveries and realizations. There is much to learn to have a closed mind. Be open be honest. Be who you really truly are inside- let that {inner everything} be known, being shown! Let the light shine on and the heavens pour on to you & me... Wisely Live!

Master

I've been going crazy, luckily I recognized it & addressed it the best way I know how, confrontation. I am not usually confrontational unless... Well I tend to be. See- there's the inner dilemma coming out of me again. Visibly turbulent and tumultuous. My body shakes and I think in all different directions that lead me back to the same place. Lately I've doubted myself due to a mistake that has hindered my confidence momentarily.

For myself it's important to think things through (all the time), I tend to rush, or jump into things. All the meanwhile ppl tell me to slow down, smile, & remember to just breathe. Seriously, random ppl & friends will remind me to do these things when the time comes where I am again going crazy or already there. Crazy town is not a blast; I'd rather be lame, except in brief spurts (as a trip there & back). Since I cannot deny who I am and, I am one crazy white woman! Lovin it. Loving life, abilities, and being TRUE in a real genuine style that's all my own. I own an amazing sense of self-awareness!

So the next time I go to Agers falls, it's on! Black bridge will again symbolize the beginning of summer for me... I like to jump, and bounce around... Whether it is on the bed or couch, even off cliffs and bridges. Normally I'm so giddy and abundant with energy it emits off from me onto others. I will replenish my drought and no longer drain myself. For I have come up with a plan. A crisis plan if you will. Things that I do to relax me, ppl I know, love, & trust to turn too. Taking a self inventory & working on my pitfalls one at a time is now my mission. Mastering my emotions and ridding myself of petty insecurities… This is what I must do!

Then, See- & -Look what I can do.

To master self-control, tame fears or impulses to prove the stuff I'm made of. I boldly go... but a willful heart is part of my secret identity. My fortitude is seen by what I do, to sacrifice or to stand up for what I feel is right, including admitting when I'm wrong. When resolve is tested I draw on the courage of my true character from the more savage or humble virtues of my natural instincts to maintain objective by composure. This enables me to hold my tongue against bravado, repress claws at empty threats, and not turn tail in pride against passion when it's hard or inconvenient, but to persuade through since resistance is futile.

The greatest invention of mine is my attitude consisting of personality and character with a will to grow and the ability to overcome obstacles.

Anima

My anima is my true inner self. My inner self speaks volumes of determination, capabilities of learning and acquiring knowledge – like a thirst or hunger. I am passionate about loyalty. Often I say that I pride myself for being genuinely unique, meaning that my perseverance will continually be changing, mending, and molding me into another creature – strides toward a whole new being everyday of existence.

My soul guides my heart which directs me into my passions, my mind all the meanwhile absorbing, reflecting, and persisting.

Although I consider myself so different and strive for independence I recognize and appreciate with every bit of my being the codependent nature that keeps people all over this planet together -- coexisting.

I can be silly & serious, or great & terrible. There is only one life to live it can be short and endless - one thing is for certain, none of us come out alive. So for today, I create! It is my business to create. Then you know a little more about you, more than anybody else dose…